Chinese New Year & Valentines Day

Chinese New Year and Valentines Day are always together every year. My boyfriend and I didn't celebrate because he back to hometown only once a year, that's on Chinese New Year. I miss him badly everytime he back to hometown. 10days never meet? Less message?
I wish I could have a hometown where I could really feel the Chinese New Year but not like in KL city like a abandoned town.
Don't ask me why didn't follow him back to hometown...Everyone who know me well, they knew it.

Seriously, I don't find someone to replace you my baby. You're just letting me spend time with my besties~ Yet, I miss you damn much.

Happy Chinese New Year 2013!

Yea... Im just a KL city girl. This CNY is during my internship, I've just got 4 days off and I have to go back work. But it's ok because I have no kampung to balik! Owhh...pity :( Hope can get more ang pao as much as I can. Haha!!

Why are you shouting at me the message?
Why don't you think why am I like this?
Why you keep scolding me all the time now?
Why you treat me like...I don't know what to describe :/

I hate you! Why don't you think yourself didn't accompany me, neglect me all the time; and I just want to meet you more before you back to yr hometown for 10 days CNY and I still have to work in KL? Just want you to message me like what we did everyday not like now you're busy like hell. Why you go out shopping & working makes you tired and you put the blame on me? I knew you're busy when working but not after work, so? Why?

I couldn't tell you this through verbally, you will just thought that Im a barbarian now always throwing temper on you and you didn't think what the reason is. Im fed up of saying I Miss You because you didn't miss me and you just neglect me all the time. That's what I feel...I really don't like.

Why you asking me to go out and you said you wanna meet me but you're just scold me again? :( I don't know who am I to you now. A person who will accompany you when you need, A person who you just don't need when you don't need it.

Owhh :( This dew days am having super duper bad mood because of you you youuuuuuuuuu!! Don't ask me why, I don't really know. Im just so fed up of waiting you everytime, don't let me wait until impatient everytime pleaseeeeeeee!
I knew you...
You are always not punctual!
You are always Dota important than me!
You are always DJ important than me!
You are always Neglect me!
I just don't like don't like don't like!

CNY is coming soon, You're working busy like hell. We are seldom meet up nowadays, it makes me feel insecure! Let's just think about it, you treated me as a princess last time & now you treat me as a nobody that's what I feel. I extremely don't like. You could say me like a barbarian now, Yes I am. You really drive me crazy now! 

It's been a while...I just don't want to continue like this :'( I hate you!!

Doomsday? World end? Winter Solstice?

21.12.2012 Friday!
Winter Solstice Day!

The day still the same, No world end! I still have to continue my internship, wake up early, tired! Today is also my Korean friend last day at Furama Hotel :( She is so cute & kind thou. But she ended her internship gonna go back Korea soon! Owhh...I'm gonna be so boring alone in the office! Paper paper paper! I hate paper. Cut my hand everyday :/

Between, World end still Happy Winter Solstice! :) Haha.

Internship Christmas Dinner

Waa! So early my department collegues went to had Christmas dinner at Park Royal Hotel. A Chinese restaurant with very special buffet style, SiChuan Tou Hua Restaurant. 8 of us included managers, Different races : Malay, Chinese, Korean. Haha.

Before that in the office, we were having giving out Christmas presents. I was giving out a Santa Claus glass cup, and I received those branded flowery Body shampoo & scrub. It was fun during that time, many funny things. Everyone was just so excited of what gift will we receive for Christmas!

Aww...a good & happy beginning of the Christmas this year~ Between...2012 really world end before our Christmas? :O

SILENT...the Loudest cry for girls...

一个男人让你管
不用你说自然也让你管得着
一个男人听你话
不用你骂自然也不会让你担心
一个男人疼你
不用你无理取闹也会把你当公主对待
一个男人在乎你
做什么自然都会想起你

当他不爱了, 闷了, 倦了
你什么也不再是
不重要

渐渐地我不会再说任何东西
渐渐地我会放下的

是我的问题
是我期望的太多
这段感情再怎么经营
都只有我在做
一个人怎么弥补, 怎么经营
其实早已破裂