Hair cut!! Short >< Omg! Just touch my shoulders. But...I have to do so cause my hair spoilt, damaged! Damn pity, I saw my hair chop chop chop. Ouchh! Finally, the new hair style~ worth for paying RM100++. LOL! Expensive weih~ and my boy keep say me ugly because I didn't went to his saloon -.- crazy man~
Hmm...after end class. He came to fetch me. He date me to have a dinner with his uncle and aunty. Omgosh :X What happen now? So damn gan jeong man~ So, at the most jam moment 6pm, we went to Puchong IOI Boulevard Umai-ya Japanese restaurant. Felt so paiseh facing his relatives :/ Haha!
当我最累的时候
当我最辛苦的时候
当我不开心的时候
当我解决不了的时候
当我需要你的时候
当我发脾气的时候
当我崩溃的时候
当没有人支持我的时候
当我受委屈的时候
谢谢你那样的在我身边
谢谢你和我谈心
谢谢你那样哄我
谢谢你那样静静地抱紧我
轻轻地对我说 "我会尽量努力,累了就别做了" 还说 "明天你放工买Chatime给你"
虽然只是小小的, 但你给了我精神上的支持 :')
Hmm :'( kind of stress. No! Is very stress and tired. Don't know what for. Work study, work study, work study. No time for myself. Why? Became a poor princess, so fed up of this life now. I didn't blame my family, they also gave me a lot. And I dun want under control. Freedom.
I cried, I smile, I laugh...I sacrificed
Too tired :'(
My love? Don't understand me well. He keep doing things that I hate so much. What to do? I can't control anymore. He didn't promise anything. He just simply console me. Why?
I don't want to live for anyone, I live for myself. I miss my life, my princess life. But how? D':
Just to tired...no ones know T.T Where can give me release my stress, my tiring mind and body...
Why everything have to sacrifice for something to get something? I chose my love, my study and my work. I sacrificed my friends, my buddies and I left only few of them :'( I sacrificed my time, I have no time to meet all my friends, I chose to meet my family and my love. I chose to sleep all the time.
Kind of stress sometimes, I'm tired of it. Sometimes, feel like crying. Felt so lonely :( and he don't even bother me sometimes. He don't know. I sacrificed did something for him, he don't know about it. He didn't care, he didn't do something for me. I did it more. And he just feel I didn't accompany him sometimes.
Studies...my family paid for it. I still have to paid them back in the future. I study more, yet I still have to work til late night and wake up for the morning class next day.
I have no enough time for myself. Just 19years old this year, why do I have to do this? I was a very princess just 1year ago...I so sad for my life now. Use my own, everything by my own. So helpless.
