Why everything have to sacrifice for something to get something? I chose my love, my study and my work. I sacrificed my friends, my buddies and I left only few of them :'( I sacrificed my time, I have no time to meet all my friends, I chose to meet my family and my love. I chose to sleep all the time.

Kind of stress sometimes, I'm tired of it. Sometimes, feel like crying. Felt so lonely :( and he don't even bother me sometimes. He don't know. I sacrificed did something for him, he don't know about it. He didn't care, he didn't do something for me. I did it more. And he just feel I didn't accompany him sometimes.

Studies...my family paid for it. I still have to paid them back in the future. I study more, yet I still have to work til late night and wake up for the morning class next day.

I have no enough time for myself. Just 19years old this year, why do I have to do this? I was a very princess just 1year ago...I so sad for my life now. Use my own, everything by my own. So helpless.

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