Doomsday? World end? Winter Solstice?

21.12.2012 Friday!
Winter Solstice Day!

The day still the same, No world end! I still have to continue my internship, wake up early, tired! Today is also my Korean friend last day at Furama Hotel :( She is so cute & kind thou. But she ended her internship gonna go back Korea soon! Owhh...I'm gonna be so boring alone in the office! Paper paper paper! I hate paper. Cut my hand everyday :/

Between, World end still Happy Winter Solstice! :) Haha.

Internship Christmas Dinner

Waa! So early my department collegues went to had Christmas dinner at Park Royal Hotel. A Chinese restaurant with very special buffet style, SiChuan Tou Hua Restaurant. 8 of us included managers, Different races : Malay, Chinese, Korean. Haha.

Before that in the office, we were having giving out Christmas presents. I was giving out a Santa Claus glass cup, and I received those branded flowery Body shampoo & scrub. It was fun during that time, many funny things. Everyone was just so excited of what gift will we receive for Christmas!

Aww...a good & happy beginning of the Christmas this year~ Between...2012 really world end before our Christmas? :O

SILENT...the Loudest cry for girls...

一个男人让你管
不用你说自然也让你管得着
一个男人听你话
不用你骂自然也不会让你担心
一个男人疼你
不用你无理取闹也会把你当公主对待
一个男人在乎你
做什么自然都会想起你

当他不爱了, 闷了, 倦了
你什么也不再是
不重要

渐渐地我不会再说任何东西
渐渐地我会放下的

是我的问题
是我期望的太多
这段感情再怎么经营
都只有我在做
一个人怎么弥补, 怎么经营
其实早已破裂

你说话越来越大声, 越来越没耐心
可能只是对我这样...
对我来说...
你现在就像一个自私的大男人
再也不会是以前那个对我像公主般的男朋友 :'(

我只觉得我一点都不满意你...
不满意你对我的语气,
不满意你对我的态度,
不满意你对我顶撞,
不满意你对我的暴躁,
你不再对我温柔,
不再那样的迁就我,
不再那样疼我,
不再那样忍让我...

我在想...
在你心里,我连朋友都比不上了
我再也不是你生活里的一部分 :(

只是总在想,
如果我不是那样的出现
如果我们不是那样在一起
可能...
那件事不会让我那么记住
我不会那么没信心 ><

Today...12am. 17 Dec...Our 19 Monthsary. I didn't feel it at all. He never.
No one knows what is love? What is relationship stand for?

I always hope someone can support me all the time, be my listener. I hope the listener would be my dearest boyfriend.
A listener that will never feel Im annoying
A listener that will always stand by me whenever I need
A listener that will patiently hear what I say
A listener that will make me happy
A listener that will always give his shoulder to me when Im crying
A listener that will laugh with me when Im sharing my joy
He was...

Somehow, the way people talk might affect the meaning of the sentence, it will hurt :( it causes sadness...
I know...
He is not patient anymore
I know...
I am not tolerance anymore

What means? The end of the relationship?
I don't know.

当一个女生说 "算了"
她已经无心在乎了...
当一个女生说 "没关系"
她已经原谅你, 但她不会再理你了...
当一个女生说 "别说了"
她已经不想再提起同样的事..
当一个女生说 "过去了"
她已经是放弃了...

这短短的回应, 一切其实代表着
"你已经伤了我的心, 说再多, 结果也是如此"...
男人就是不懂, 其实一些容易说出口的话, 往往就可以伤了她的心

对, 女生就是那么容易心碎
原谅了无次数, 代表着太爱你
但是, 原谅说再多结果还是一样...

My first internship!

I think my blog has been growing dust for a while. Average one post for a month, LOL!

Now, I'm having my internship at Furama Bukit Bintang Hotel. It's already passed for a week. Saturday & Sunday are my off day =) Good! But not his off day. Since when I started, we are less meeting up. Kinda miss him sometimes, but does him?

Hmm, during my intern? What have I done in this week? Kinda boring thou. Suppose I'm the assistant of the executive assistant manager of the hotel, but he is quite independent. For the first two days, I been helping the EAM inspecting the VIP room, I don't know why the housekeeper bring me to all room & I'm wearing heels, can you imagine? -.- My legs! The EAM is also flexible, he asked me what department I want to go he would help me, what time I want to work want to end he also can. LOL! So my shift 9am-5pm, only 8 hours. After that, I've been staying at the reservation department doing paperwork. Seriously, I hate paper, it cut my hand everyday :/

In the week, I've been doing the same thing everyday & waiting to end work. Everyday in reservation department, I can see the people is so busy answering call & doing paper work. My lunch break is always around 12.30, and I feel super hungry everyday around 4pm -.- Speechless again! The thing that I feel happy, cause I can wear pretty everyday & can sit in the office while still kinda boring! haha!

So...this is my first week -.-