Chinese New Year & Valentines Day

Chinese New Year and Valentines Day are always together every year. My boyfriend and I didn't celebrate because he back to hometown only once a year, that's on Chinese New Year. I miss him badly everytime he back to hometown. 10days never meet? Less message?
I wish I could have a hometown where I could really feel the Chinese New Year but not like in KL city like a abandoned town.
Don't ask me why didn't follow him back to hometown...Everyone who know me well, they knew it.

Seriously, I don't find someone to replace you my baby. You're just letting me spend time with my besties~ Yet, I miss you damn much.

Happy Chinese New Year 2013!

Yea... Im just a KL city girl. This CNY is during my internship, I've just got 4 days off and I have to go back work. But it's ok because I have no kampung to balik! Owhh...pity :( Hope can get more ang pao as much as I can. Haha!!

Why are you shouting at me the message?
Why don't you think why am I like this?
Why you keep scolding me all the time now?
Why you treat me like...I don't know what to describe :/

I hate you! Why don't you think yourself didn't accompany me, neglect me all the time; and I just want to meet you more before you back to yr hometown for 10 days CNY and I still have to work in KL? Just want you to message me like what we did everyday not like now you're busy like hell. Why you go out shopping & working makes you tired and you put the blame on me? I knew you're busy when working but not after work, so? Why?

I couldn't tell you this through verbally, you will just thought that Im a barbarian now always throwing temper on you and you didn't think what the reason is. Im fed up of saying I Miss You because you didn't miss me and you just neglect me all the time. That's what I feel...I really don't like.

Why you asking me to go out and you said you wanna meet me but you're just scold me again? :( I don't know who am I to you now. A person who will accompany you when you need, A person who you just don't need when you don't need it.